The end

The end of hoping
The end of strength
The end of wishing
The end of trying
The end of me
I did not want to be here again
Feeling like there is no more
But the end of me is where You are best seen
Where You shine
Where You gleam
But it leaves me feeling so worn
This place where I am no more
Why must it hurt so to reach this place?
I don't like discomfort
I don't like pain
I don't like weariness
I don't like shame
I want You shining through
But on my terms
No more pain
No more sorrows
No more fighting
Just beautiful tomorrows
I think this place shows me again
That I am homesick
For my Heavenly Home
That I want You and You alone